By the way before I get into some beautiful rambling, I would like to point out that it looks like I have a bikini tan in the lovely profile picture, very hot I think..
So here I am in Los Angeles, I came chasing the dream as so many have before me. Sure I am not trying to be an actor or director, or chasing the truly unattainable, and things have been more then lucrative for me, but I still can't help but feel like a fool. What makes me think I can come in and be successful when so many others have failed... I think what it comes down to is that I didn't come down here to become hugely famous, or rich or otherwise. I came in search of fun. In Sacramento I could be stuck in a cycle of editing shitty little movies I put together and other mostly mediocre work, or I can come down like I did, work with an Acadmy Award winning editor.. edit a feature that will hopefully get a message out about 9/11 and it being a Canne film festival prospect, and meeting wonderful people. I get to work, thats the bottom line of it all, whether I am famous or not is a null point as editors are never famous, I make enough to get by pretty comfortably, and I am in Los Angeles.. there is so much to do and so many people to watch, I certainly do not regret the decision... That being said, I cannot wait to leave her and experience the rest of the world.
And hell, I have always been ok with getting naked for money... if only there was a bigger market for tall skinny naked guys..
So here I am in Los Angeles, I came chasing the dream as so many have before me. Sure I am not trying to be an actor or director, or chasing the truly unattainable, and things have been more then lucrative for me, but I still can't help but feel like a fool. What makes me think I can come in and be successful when so many others have failed... I think what it comes down to is that I didn't come down here to become hugely famous, or rich or otherwise. I came in search of fun. In Sacramento I could be stuck in a cycle of editing shitty little movies I put together and other mostly mediocre work, or I can come down like I did, work with an Acadmy Award winning editor.. edit a feature that will hopefully get a message out about 9/11 and it being a Canne film festival prospect, and meeting wonderful people. I get to work, thats the bottom line of it all, whether I am famous or not is a null point as editors are never famous, I make enough to get by pretty comfortably, and I am in Los Angeles.. there is so much to do and so many people to watch, I certainly do not regret the decision... That being said, I cannot wait to leave her and experience the rest of the world.
And hell, I have always been ok with getting naked for money... if only there was a bigger market for tall skinny naked guys..