licksandlashings

too many stories
not enough time

I love John.
I never knew what happy or love was until now.

I am surprised.. I really am.

I have lost my bitch though.. the things I used to care about are long gone. What happened to me? Did I somehow evole, grow up..? Am I different person? If I am.. is it for the best?
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doing laundry.
painting my toenails.
GOD I'm being such a girl today!
(but I love it) ssshhhh

Jaime and I met this eccentric musican the other day.
He smoked us out.
He gave me a poem
O_o

He's neat though.
Today... this weekend is going to be eventful..
I <3 John
Jaime <3 Caylor
happy.

Today is going to be a good day.

Drugs are bad. I know that. What's your point?
/me laughs

I met someone recently. John.
He's nice, cute, follows me around like a lost puppy dog.
I honestly thought he was a cocky asshole.. which he is.. but he's never been really rude to me..
(All punks are rude, to some degree).

He handles his drugs well.
He is so young.. but I like...
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OBVIOUSLY
I have no life...

I have been sitting here.. thinking of silly things.. c'mon you know of such silly things..

Yes! That's it.. life.

What to do, what paths to choose. One can only get fucked up.. for so long.. Sure, you might very well have all the FUCKING time in the world.. but life.. is slowly... (ever so slowly) passing you (by?).. you...
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I seriously have no fucking clue as to why in my last journal entry I was that fucking happy.. I've never that happy.. like whoah..

So like.. I was talking to my beeb, and he was like, I hate this commercial. -The Aveeno commercial w/ the chic putting stuff on her face and washing it off.- and I'm like, I like it. She's pretty and...
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AND I WOULD WALK 500 MILES AND I WOULD WALK 500 MORE JUST TO BE THE MAN WHO WALKED 1000 MILES RIGHT THERE AND AT YOUR DOOR

teehee

::giggle,giggle::

O_o fuck you, fuck you.. you're cool. I'm out. o_O

ANYWAY, between you and I.. life IS like a box of chocolates.. you never know.. what the FUCK you're going to get

heh

Life is good....
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I went to the VNV Nation show. It was great.
So far, everyday since the beginning of this new year, I have been fucked up on something. I wonder how long it will last before I crash, lol ::nervous laughter::

Oh, sidenote. I hope my bitch dosen't come out to play for awhile. I think I'm happy O_o

Adam.
Aaron.
Scott.

You think you know what's happening in your life, obviously, its your life. You think you know where you stand.
But anything, at any moment, could happen.. which changes (obviously), everything.

I guess it just comes down to: I never really learned how to play fair with the other children
It will be interesting to see what happens in my pathetic...
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I am slightly drunk right now. I have work in about 4 more hours.. I have no idea what I am doing w/ my life..
I guess I'm going to college next month. I'm still working at Guess? Inc.
But, I am always feeling like something is sorta missing. Like I could be doing something else, that isn't getting shit faced drunk or going to...
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Y@Y!! I am going to L.A. this weekend
I am leaving here Friday 10th, and probably will be coming back on the 12th. 3 girls, 4 including moi will be driving in a car for a few hours to get to my friends place. Where we will be crashing.
This weekend we will be going shopping, and going to some clubs I am sOoo happy....
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