libra

thankyou sooo much for all the lovely messages about Chloe, i have some more pics and a shameful confession under the spoiler at the end of this.


i think im close to breaking point. not there yet but close. im so tired. i miss alex so much....we dont get to spend time together at the mo. today is the first day ive been able to come home from school and not have to do any work......it'll change tomorrow...i got reports to do and tutoring after.
schools hard at the mo...i have impossible targets to make, i have to get 80% of my class over age related targets. it would have been ok if i hadnt just recieved 2 new kids who are way below age related. ive had enough of being told that im a div, im stupid, i should die. this kid keeps telling me, i know that he cant help it, hes broken inside due to improper care...ive tried to make things better for him in the 2 years ive had him but he's getting worse and now its affecting me.

i need a holiday but i CANT take one, i have to keep working or i will have no life. i will take care of myself though, dont worry. alex will make sure of it.



baby stuff below