libra

i should be asleep but i cant sleep hope fully updating will tire me out.

i have some pics i want to share but cant be arsed to find my camera docking thingamy so i'll do it another time.

i wanted to tell you about my boy!! phinn inspired me to say this as shes missing her boy at the mo too. i saw him this morning but it feels lik eits been days.
i've been in love before, twice i think, but i have never felt lik ethis, its been nearly 9 months and i love him as much as the day i fell in love with him. he rocks my world. i think about him and my stomach flips, i miss him when i know im not going to see him for days
we're chatting bout moving in together again, we've settled on croydon coz its where i work and 20 minutes from london bridge, easy for his work. i cant wait for that day, waking with him every morning all that relationship crap he is everything i could ask for. i love my lock

now on another note: futons suck!!!! lock's has a dip in the middle (where he sleeps when im not there) so i awoke this morning at 6:30am with my sternum killing me, i had been trying to keep myself from rolling into the middle while i was asleep. my lock turned the matteress for me after i threw a hissy fit (see why i love him) and i made him a cup of tea, and we went off back to sleep

home alone the next few nights, gotta force feed puddy cats antibiotics as two of them decided to have a fight and one has a frozen shoulder the other an absess from an infected bite...fun fun getting that down their throuts!!! but it does mean i can walk around in my new heels, to break them in, and my dressing gown without feeling like a pillock.

alex is at work again, overtime again, second night in a row. we were gonna meet up with fairynothing last night but he had to work late so i sent a groveling apology text to her, havent heard back tho, hope your not mad sweety...im sorry

i leave you with a soppy pic


love you guys