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thankyou sooo much for all the lovely messages about Chloe, i have some more pics and a shameful confession under the spoiler at the end of this.


i think im close to breaking point. not there yet but close. im so tired. i miss alex so much....we dont get to spend time together at the mo. today is the first day ive been able to...
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bashster:
wow i have had enough shocks this week and my heart and support go out to you babes at the mo,you work to hard!!!!!!.
HUGZ kiss kiss
MARK
deadmanshand:
that is a very busy life hun!! i know you can't really take a holiday, but if I were you, the first day you have half a chance to take a break, just go and chill, otherwise it'll get worse!! you know I worry about you, and I may not be a medically trained doctor, but you know, its good advice!"!

YAY!!! pressies!!! if its not late, its not a jennie present wink lol i will get something sorted for london in june biggrin
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my neck's better......no idea how i did it..........it was really really painful though.


gotta sell my car frown frown frown the price of petrol is ridiculous and i do nearly 50 miles a day.....just cant afford it anymore.....gonna get a peugeot 206 i think.
money is such a problem at the mo......stupid though...i earn a decent wage
so to sort out my debts


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bashster:
peugeots are french and breakdown a lot nuff said(remember i have insider knowledge lol)you can pick up a decent ford focus or mondeo tdci for 3 to 4 k and get 38+ to the gallon my mate bought a six speed mondeo last week its fast as fuck.
Cars that are pants
peugeouts french and tinny
fiats Fucked It At Turin or Fix It Again Tommorw
Renaults French again

Cars that are good
Toyotas releible
Vws German awesome
Fords cheap on parts
Vauxhalls diesel engines in these rock

vroooooom vrooooooooom
bash
purplesiamese:
oh christ sweetheart, you are having an exhausting time of it, i really feel for you.

am glad your neck is better.


((((hugs)))))
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ive pulled a muscle in my neck.......i cant move!!!!!


it hurts

frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown
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discosleaze:
help you feel better soon
cerephinna:
Oh no! Is your neck better yet?

I'm hoping to go and see her within a couple of weeks smile
How is your sister doing?
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just thought of something i wanted to ask you guys.........so i really want to get a guardian angel tattoo and im thinking of getting an americana style one, by thislady. i like her ladies faces....so im thinking a girlie face with wings wrapped around her. now i was thinking i could get it on my wrist, i could cover it with big bangles....
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deadmanshand:
tattoo...I like the wrist idea, you could have it on your ribs somewehere? depends how big you want it, or on your foot maybe??
kiss
miserabelle:
Those tattoos are fantastic, and she's in Birmingham! That's awesome I might try to find her. I'm thinking about getting something on my forearm or my ankle, have you made a decision yet? xx
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thankyou to everyone for your lovely messages about kate! only 4 weeks to go.


so im thinking that i may have a birthday party for my 30th next year. anyone know of a good place i could hire, in london?



thats it from me..sorry


kiss
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aesirr:
Just surprised, you really don't look it.
bashster:
So hun i haven,t replied to this yet fuck me its sunday already i am pretty sick have a bad headcold and sinus problems again causing me to feel like death warmed up(i felt awesome last week biggrin ).Nevermind i think you should hire STRINGFELLOWS for your 30th.
Take care sweeit hopefully i will return soon robot puke puke puke
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Thank you all so much for your lovely comments....Alex and are fine..we always were, just had a row.

my friends will be ok too, i know they will be.

My sis on the other hand, i dont know...the percentages have gone up and up since she started having scans and now the MRI is showing that the baby is missing a apart of the brain....it...
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deadmanshand:
NO FAIR!!!!! I WANT THEM!!!!!!!

BOO HISS TO YOU!!!!! YOU ALREADY HAVE MORE SNEAKERS THAN ME!!!!

NO FAIR!!!!!!!!

see I am that upset i had to use capitalsd, I hope your satisfied!!!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

wink nice trainers hun

user0240_824028402:
Just wanted to add aswell that i hope your sister & the baby are ok,and it all works out in the end.I know(having a child!) how scary it is to have just the scans and worry that something will be wrong so i can only imagine its awful to find out that something is wrong.Fingers crossed that it will be ok xx
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things are shit

my boy is annoyed with me

2 best mates of mine arent happy


and to top it off my sister's baby now has 50% chance of having SEVERE learning difficulties.

things are shit.
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strawberrybomb:
Oh hun frown big hugs are being sent your way.
deadmanshand:
thanks for being there, even when everyhting has been shit for you too....much love to you and your sister!!! kiss
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missredcherry:
I made lemon cupcakes for my sisters birthday. They were really good, the icing was great.
I've been ok, work is really crappy but I am trying to not let it get to me. things have been getting to me a little bit recently so I am just trying to chill out.
Been out today taking pics and Im now going to settle down and watch some films. I am def going to make some cupcakes tomorrow.
kitty_kat:
i spent all weekend under the duvet - it's been just what i needed!!

the snow as such a shock - it was really lovely and sunny the day before!!! how's you?
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i have a very addictive personality, one of the reasons i dont drink or do drugs, i kinda know how it will all end.
whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever

but with this addictive personality comes obsession. i get obsessed with things very easily....star wars...trainers....plastic toys (qees).

while i was in london last week we got caught in a snow flurry(?) and went to hide in a starbucks...there was a girl...
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deadmanshand:
tjhank you, I knew I could reply on you to likwe my hat biggrin

have only ever been through cardiff, will have to go back at some point, it looked lovely, and I am a sucker for cute young girls with welsh accents...lol
miserabelle:
Smelly boys are not good, how is he thinking? How are you lady ^-^? xxxxxx x
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x_richard_x:
been good hun, just busy and on the boards a bit biggrin

update soon i think and back to normal for me here wink
deadmanshand:
haha...fair enough...will let you off wink
how you doing? bought any more trainers??

glasses pics probably tomorrow!! got to cut my hair, am gonna be cheap and try and get caroline to do it biggrin
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i am not getting at anyone here...i promise....i needed to share this as its touched me so much i cry about it when i think about it...


someone did something for the other day that i will never forget. i didn't ask anything from this friend i just needed to tell them how i felt and they went and backed me doing something i will...
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lilandra:
Thank you. xx kiss kiss kiss xx
miserabelle:
Happy easter! I dunno, I don't usually remember my dreams... especially not straight away, but sometimes I just get them all detail for detail... xxx
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deadmanshand:
thank you hun, but I didn't see sex drugs and rock n roll till oblivion as a bad thing...lol

kiss
purplesiamese:
i'm fine and sexed up! biggrin

hows you?