I am going home today or at least to the place I have considered home for the last 2 years. I am going to break up with some guy that refused to end this relationship when I left even after he doesn't do the long distance thing and I don't believe in it. We've talked through the time I have been here bu. . . Fuck it ! I'll hope on that plane and for once in my life have faith in another being.. .guess for me its harder to allow someone to have the option of breaking my heart than letting them walk out of my life.. . how do I stand alone when I got so used to having someone hold my hand even though he bites at times.. .can't believe I'm acting sooo
