libbydanger

i'm exhausted with life.

i want to give up.

it's hard to wait for something you know might never happen;
but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.

The last time I thought that I was going to die, I was in love.

At some point, a part of you dies. You dont question your self-destructive actions anymore. You already realized that you are spiraling out of control. At this moment, it defines your very existence, there is no chance of distancing yourself. It is impossible to attain a perspective when you live under a leaden blanket.

fuck this.