so... life sucks donkey balls right now. i cant sleep. too many things going through my head. i have heartburn. i ate too much spicy stuff today.
today i was looking through my sock drawer and i found a pair of work pants stuffed in there?? i guess that was something matt put in there while he was ransacking my apt. he was fucked up on drugs...obviously. im glad hes out now. im not looking forward to seeing my bills. im still really shocked by the whole situation, yet im not.
lately i have been thinking again about how my grandmother has alzheimers. i miss her. i miss her beautiful white hair and how she always hums.
ive been having nightmares lately. maybe its because i sleep for too long. it usually happens when im still sleeping from 9am-1pm. and cuz im stressed too.
work is hectic. one of the guys got fired cuz he showed up 2 hrs late. it was the last straw. i will be covering his shifts now.
i need to be working on stuff for getting into hair school, but i never have time. when i do have time, i dont wanna do anything but be lazy cuz its all that i ever have.
i miss my family and i really miss my dog Stinky.
today i was looking through my sock drawer and i found a pair of work pants stuffed in there?? i guess that was something matt put in there while he was ransacking my apt. he was fucked up on drugs...obviously. im glad hes out now. im not looking forward to seeing my bills. im still really shocked by the whole situation, yet im not.
lately i have been thinking again about how my grandmother has alzheimers. i miss her. i miss her beautiful white hair and how she always hums.
ive been having nightmares lately. maybe its because i sleep for too long. it usually happens when im still sleeping from 9am-1pm. and cuz im stressed too.
work is hectic. one of the guys got fired cuz he showed up 2 hrs late. it was the last straw. i will be covering his shifts now.
i need to be working on stuff for getting into hair school, but i never have time. when i do have time, i dont wanna do anything but be lazy cuz its all that i ever have.
i miss my family and i really miss my dog Stinky.
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missd:
I'm with LX...you should come with us to the August 13th tattoo thing. I'm gonna get one on my other wrist! 
I wanna post a few pics of my tatts but I'm retarded and can't resize 'em. Do you know how, if so can you email me instructions? (I don't have any special program or anything)
I wanna post a few pics of my tatts but I'm retarded and can't resize 'em. Do you know how, if so can you email me instructions? (I don't have any special program or anything)
selfish:
Did you ever make down last night? A bunch of us got one, we are going to Doublewide tonite to see a couple of bands.