Not a lot to update about really. Met a girl about a fortnight ago who seemed quite enthusiastic to hang out with me more and get to know me better. She doesn't seem so keen now. Meh, I didn't do anything wrong I know that for a fact she just seemed to change her mind and ignore my texts messages. Hate it when people do shit like that.
Had a pretty good weekend though, hung out with my best friend Tracey all weekend. We watched movies, The Inbetweeners (British comedy programme about kids at school. VERY funny!) and played on some PS3. I have a feeling she still has a crush on me, I could tell by her body language. I hope me asking to hang out doesn't give her the wrong idea, otherwise that will be rather awkward. (Again.)
Anyway, I'm thinking about purchasing a Canon 7D for a present to myself. Hopefully try to cheer myself up as I'm sick of the way things are going for me at the moment. I seem to get my hopes built up on the littlest of things, then it comes down like a lead balloon and destroys it. Putting myself back to square 1 on the happiness trail.
2009 seemed like it was going to be an awesome year for me. Up until June it was. I was the happiest I have even been in those first 6 months. Now.. Well. Now I'm back to being a recluse in my bedroom, spending money on PS3 games and fucking DVDs. I know a few of you who read this, may comment and tell me to go and hang out with friends. I don't have very many friends at all. The ones I do have are all in relationships and are with their partners, or they can't drive (like me) and we can't arrange to hang out.
So yes. Fuck all to report about, I did fuck all with my week off work, and fuck all is going well in my life.
Hopefully my next blog will bring better news.
- Liam.
Had a pretty good weekend though, hung out with my best friend Tracey all weekend. We watched movies, The Inbetweeners (British comedy programme about kids at school. VERY funny!) and played on some PS3. I have a feeling she still has a crush on me, I could tell by her body language. I hope me asking to hang out doesn't give her the wrong idea, otherwise that will be rather awkward. (Again.)
Anyway, I'm thinking about purchasing a Canon 7D for a present to myself. Hopefully try to cheer myself up as I'm sick of the way things are going for me at the moment. I seem to get my hopes built up on the littlest of things, then it comes down like a lead balloon and destroys it. Putting myself back to square 1 on the happiness trail.
2009 seemed like it was going to be an awesome year for me. Up until June it was. I was the happiest I have even been in those first 6 months. Now.. Well. Now I'm back to being a recluse in my bedroom, spending money on PS3 games and fucking DVDs. I know a few of you who read this, may comment and tell me to go and hang out with friends. I don't have very many friends at all. The ones I do have are all in relationships and are with their partners, or they can't drive (like me) and we can't arrange to hang out.
So yes. Fuck all to report about, I did fuck all with my week off work, and fuck all is going well in my life.
Hopefully my next blog will bring better news.
- Liam.
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I know it's hard when you feel down though - its more difficult to put the effort in. But I am sure things will look up for you soon.