liam1983

I fear people, I wish i knew why. Not all people. I'm a service manager, I meet new people all the time in my work environment and it doesn't bother me at all. Classic example of whats wrong with me - A friend of mine wanted to get into roller derby. The state championships were going on and she'd already been talking to team members about joining. She'd asked me to go with her. I figured why not, we don't get to see each other much and I wanted to spend time with her.
I wouldn't call the place packed but there were a lot of people there. I spent almost the entire time petrified. The bouts were awesome, it was a joy to watch. But I couldn't talk to anyone. There is no logical reason behind it. Everyone was extremely friendly, I should have had no reservations.
I am just terrified of meeting new people. I'm fearful of what they'll think of me, about how I act, how I look, I don't know which bothers me more.
I guess I'm just writing this to inform people who may try to talk to me and I act weird, I'm not such a bad guy, I'm just scared of you.

Although if you talk to some I can be a card carrying asshole.