Well, I just found out that my girlfriend is lieing... AGAIN. Yes, after I forgave her for all her indiscretions and wanted to work it out, she still chooses to decieve me. I wonder why she even wants me around if she is going to keep fucking me over. Well, you cant have your cake an eat it too.
Ugh. Everythings a wreck. I've been so busy lately, I feel like my life isnt even my own anymore. I need a vacation. Can you believe I have NEVER taken a vacation? Seriously. I mean, I take days off work here and there but I never get to go anywhere out of state. I should just do something totally irresponsible and out of character for me, and put all my clients on hold, rent a car that can actualy go a mile without overheating, and get the hell outta here. Better yet, I should just hop on a plane. But to where? And do I really have the balls?
Ugh. Everythings a wreck. I've been so busy lately, I feel like my life isnt even my own anymore. I need a vacation. Can you believe I have NEVER taken a vacation? Seriously. I mean, I take days off work here and there but I never get to go anywhere out of state. I should just do something totally irresponsible and out of character for me, and put all my clients on hold, rent a car that can actualy go a mile without overheating, and get the hell outta here. Better yet, I should just hop on a plane. But to where? And do I really have the balls?
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I'm very sad that you're having communication troubles with your girlfriend. Some people actually consider being completely honest with their partners "risky". I call it a necessity. Even if it ain't pretty. It could be! Partners that lie don't give the other person any credit for having the brains & heart & integrity to deal with the issue in their own way, kind of the proverbial kiss of death.
I hope you give yourself a road trip. Pick something interesting that you've always wanted to see/experience and just do it. You don't need to spend a lot of money, but you do need to give yourself the opportunity. Like by pencilling yourself over your clients.