leylei

i've had happy journal entry's for days now, but no more
it sux and i feel stupid for ever believing otherwise


"i will buy you a new life perfect shiny and new"

i've been reading journal entries, at stupid o'clock cause i sleep in the middle of the day, have poorly scars that ache and keep me up and i feel sick

And get this there are all these cool people in the world and have real life friends that they see in the real world.....

and some other stuff that i wrote then deleted

i'm going to take drugs now to lull me into something like sleep to dream, where i'm the girl i want to be, doing the things i want to be and maybe able to sleep like a normal person