Yay so tomorrow is Friday.. thank god. This week at work has been super busy but I always seem to be mindlessly searching the web, and of course Suicidegirls.com! So I have been considering for well.. since forever.. to get breast implants. Ok before everyone jumps to the conclusion that I either have a self esteem issue or want more attention from guys, thats not it. I am 6'1 with and for once in my life I am happy with my body shape- besides my breasts. I was always super chubby and after years of eating right and excersizing I'd like to think I am pretty happy with myself. But- my boobs are small!!! Don't get me wrong, small boobs can be very sexy and I don't think everyone should have big breasts. But I am 6'1 and my AA cups just don't fit my frame! I want to go to a D. I have already gone in for a consultation and everything is a go except of course the financial means and I want to be 100% positive I'm making the right decision! I already have a student/car loan and I'm thinking of putting the $5,000+ on my credit card, which has an 5.9% interest rate. I have a steady salary job and Im looking for a second income as well. But when all is put aside what if I don't like my new ta'tas or I get sick?! Honestly I am willing to weigh those chances but my main concern is how they will affect the people around me. I get alot of attention from guys as it is and I am worried a bunch of dogs will be gawking at my chest every where I go, my boyfriend has been putting that in my head. He has stressed that he is worried I will leave him once I has big boobs, which yes I know is his issue all in its own. Plus Im worried my friends will think I got them just for attention. But will the world really be that different just because I will have big boobs? Will my friends hate me, guys degrade me, and my ego explode??? It can't possibly be that much of a whirl wind... can it??? The fact is.... I like boobs and I want some.... lol. I could use some advise from women who have been under the knife!!! Or anyone for that fact!
P.S. Sorry for rambling.. I was up all night thinking about it!!!
P.S. Sorry for rambling.. I was up all night thinking about it!!!
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argh id kill for small boobs! when im abit older/richer i am definately going to think about a boob job, if not to make them smaller then make them more i duno up! lol like i actually like my boobs when they are in a bra, but as soon as it comes off it feels like everything has gone south before its ment to!
I think if you talk to the consultant about your worries they will clear up some stuff, you can have them so they look natural for your figure and not too big and fake so you wont get the guys staring all the time. and your friends should be happy for you if you are happy!
Do what feels right for you and screw everyone else! xoxo