lexanity

you ever wondered what you have done wrong to deserve the life you have. specially when all you want is for the one person in your who means something to you whom you have a child with to love you. update lexi's life is in shambles and im to the point where picking them up and starting over is not an option. one day when im gone i hope people realise how horrible they have been to me and by then it will be to late then i hope the guilt kills them. i try so hard to please and so hard to be kind yet i get crapped on. i used to believe in fate till i realized what a shitty hand i'd been dealt and there was nothing i could do to make it better. a big part of me died this week.