Monday Aug 23, 2004

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I hate bills. I got so much stuff to pay I cant even afford my own bday party. How lame is that man? frown frown
peggy:
That is definately bad. I hope you still get to do something cool.
peggy:
That's what friends do though.

Friday Aug 20, 2004

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Im going to the shore today! Whoohoo. And I am going to win it big at the casino so I can be B I G pimpin'. thats right Jersey watch out, cause here comes the hoochie coochie man, OW!
sullengirl:
I don't really wanna die silly.
I was contemplating... you know... whatever

Wow, Philly
I'm moving out there
And I was just in Atlantic City last week,
well actually brigatine beach
I've never witnessed anyone ever get arrested, or junkies passed out all funny-looking on a bench, or people having sex on the beach, but THANK GOODNESS for New Jersey
I got to see all that in one night.
Hope your luck is better than mine wink

Thursday Aug 19, 2004

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Do the mistakes of the past ever haunt anyone else? Do the ghosts of past regrets keep you laying awake at night afraid tha if you close your eyes, they might just eat you up?
peggy:
Yes. surreal

Wednesday Aug 18, 2004

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Hey peolpe, I am actually in a good mood for a change. I met some chick at a bar and had my first one night stand! Sex without attachment rocks!

Tuesday Aug 17, 2004

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Man I am totally popluar. I think my journal entry for today is:

Ritual suicide

Monday Aug 16, 2004

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More Poetry.....

"Outcast"

Look at all the happy people,
Sleeping in their plastic houses,
Driving their toy cars,
Living artificial lives.

I'll never be part of that world,
Full of sugar-coated fantasies,
My place is the darkness of reality,
Among the refuse of their society.

My life's the nightmare,
That they're too afraid to dream,
I'm the monster in their closets,
The fear they could...
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letoskald:
And my own comment about this poem is exactly how I felt about everybody else in the world at the time..................

FUCK EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday Aug 15, 2004

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Man Im beat see you all later ::need to get me a samich too: biggrin
peggy:
hope you have a good night. blush

Sunday Aug 15, 2004

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Yo man, more poetry. Dig it.

"Juliette"

I'm at the club on Friday night,
And I see her dancing beneath the light.
Hips swaying to and fro,
She beckons me and I go
To her, and with a smile
She says, "Twenty bucks baby and Im yours for a while."

I give her the money and she takes my hand,
Leading me to that magic...
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peggy:
OMG....you actually looked it up?
peggy:
Ummm....I had fun teasing and playing, but there is something that would stand in the way of your trip.

Thursday Aug 12, 2004

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Man I am so slagged, work is killing me. But on the upside I have this amazing new journal with a cover made of engraved slate-stone with a dragon rising above a gothic setting. I fucking love it. I got it as an early birthday present to myself because I am not sure if anyone would get it for me. Now for my bday wish...
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poem:
Mmmm dragon journal love Which reminds me, I need a new address book...

Tuesday Aug 10, 2004

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Blarg. That is how I feel today. How about everyone else? Work was a drag and I am beat but of course I am online because I am an addict. And since I cant think of anything else to write I will simply say this:
AQUA TEENS RULE!!!!!!!!!!!
poem:
hmm... a female crow, huh? how is tha cliche? I've never heard that idea before biggrin That sounds bad ass. I just hope it hasn't been done yet...

Thursday Jul 22, 2004

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Man I am sooooooo hung over, went to this club last night and was once more depressed about being single and lonely so I drank......and drank..........and drank.......and drank, (anyone see the pattern here? lol) I just want someone to love me, argh!!!!!! (lol)LetoSkald@aol.com
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letoskald:
Man I am such a loser, I really think I am done feeling sorry for myself about not having a girlfriend and perhaps the next time I go out, I will just, as this dude I work with would say, "roll up on some bitch and throw my shit on her" and see how that works out.
letoskald:
Ok so here I am again. Monday morning and hung over as hell. Had a good time with my friend at his bday party, went out to the Ministry Of Information (philly bar) and hung out. Was a cool scene, drank, played an averagely good game of pool (only missed the last shot because I was getting drunk, lol) and despite being a total social retard, managed to get the girls number. I want to call her today, but my friend says wait. How bout it guys, what do you think?