lethalcelut

"I'd venture a guess that most of us live our lives in an emotional void of numbness, while occasionally venturing into positive or negative emotions. Think about it: much of the time we're not aware that we're "feeling" anything. We simply focus on what we have to do and go about our days in a state of emotional disconnection. Like everyone else, we're on autopilot...
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heres the thing. ive given this person, person "A", soo many chances, so many benefits of the doubt... to prove me wrong about him. so, learn from your mistakes. learn from your experiences. you have taken things one step at a time. one day at a time. even one minute at a time, at times. continue on. dont let it touch you. go on

i fucking just paid a parking ticket. $57 fucking dollars. as if im not over worked and under paid. really? fuck you arnold you owe me for making it almost impossible to take my needed classes because of your college budget cuts. i fucking hate you

summer is definitely coming. next week we'll be in the 90;s. its gonna hit me good and hard for all the shit ive been talking about it. damn you summer!! damn you to hell where you came from!!
ahh but yes, bring it on summer. the winter will come again. the winter will come.

"I am not afraid of danger or capture or wounds or even death, if death must come, but i do fear that once this war is over, we will never get back to the old times. And I belong in those old times. I do not belong in this mad present of killing and I fear I will not fit into any future, try though...
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categories in which i arrange my closet:

from top far right to left- nighties, dresses, spaghetti straps, tube and tank tops, collection of winter scarves, black work tops, short sleeved tshirts and blouses, semi long sleeved tshirts and blouses, long sleeved tops and sweatshirts, and ends with my jeans collection.

from bottom far right to left- winter pea coats, rain coats, hooded jackets, pull over...
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ive embraced my inner sexuality. fuck it, females think about sex as much as guys do. i think this is true. its just good.

last night was very interesting. it was my first time at club suicide but i met more people than i expected and even ran into some familiar faces. i fell in love with one of the go go dancers but i know that that itsnt exactly so original because more than half the room had also fallen in love with her. (i mean because shes...
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