i miss lee.
today work was alrite, thank god im off tomorrow. i need some other way to make money, i crave it, a lot of it. im going to try and move to TN, rite outside of nashville. .... ..
but starting over sucks. especially when i have three bedrooms full of shit to move by MYSELF. and id have to find a house and a job. lots of stress, id get more grey hair... ha. gray? grey? i dunno, or care at the moment.
i have to go do some laundry, clean up a bit. my uncle bill is in town from hungary. he is the only uncle i have left on my "dad's" side of the family. the others have commited suicide or overdosed on drugs. "dad" is in quotations because he isn't my real dad, but he is the only person i've ever called "dad".... if that makes any sense. but yeah, uncle bill is all wacked the fuck out so this ought to be interesting. he used to be obsessed with me when i was little(er). it was always weird, i don't rememeber, ofcourse, because i rarely remember anything, but mom said he did.
i have pictures, and he's always around me, watching my every move. AHHH. fuck.
so anyway. time to do laundry and... uh... pretend like i don't need a newport.
today work was alrite, thank god im off tomorrow. i need some other way to make money, i crave it, a lot of it. im going to try and move to TN, rite outside of nashville. .... ..
but starting over sucks. especially when i have three bedrooms full of shit to move by MYSELF. and id have to find a house and a job. lots of stress, id get more grey hair... ha. gray? grey? i dunno, or care at the moment.
i have to go do some laundry, clean up a bit. my uncle bill is in town from hungary. he is the only uncle i have left on my "dad's" side of the family. the others have commited suicide or overdosed on drugs. "dad" is in quotations because he isn't my real dad, but he is the only person i've ever called "dad".... if that makes any sense. but yeah, uncle bill is all wacked the fuck out so this ought to be interesting. he used to be obsessed with me when i was little(er). it was always weird, i don't rememeber, ofcourse, because i rarely remember anything, but mom said he did.
i have pictures, and he's always around me, watching my every move. AHHH. fuck.
so anyway. time to do laundry and... uh... pretend like i don't need a newport.
saturnalia:
def don't need the newport now. and sounds like if you can get through having your uncle around with out it, you are def over it! ugh.
disblackfeet:
Drop the newports ,,,step away from the newports ,,HAHA just wanted to say hi,,, 