lesleyslenning

i shouldn't have woke up. i should be in bed. i just want to sleep. i don't want to do anything. i have no motivation, no inspiraton, i am feeling a whole bunch of nothing. my mind is blank, my body is numb, my head hurts, my skin feels raw. when the phone rings it sounds like a million people screaming in my ear. i have to much to do and not enough time. sometimes i think i can handle it all, but today i just can't. today i want to cry for hours. i want to scream, i want to run until i can't breathe anymore. i have to snap out of this nothingness, i am stronger then this.