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I've just returned from my fourth(?) fitting with Nicki. I can't believe that those beautiful folds of ivory cream brocade and georgette and satin belong to me. That they have been designed and fitted and created all to my specifications and measurements with such meticulous care. All by hand. It's a beautiful gown. A truly exquisite combination of designs.

I take credit, only in part, by being the one responsible for the initial vision of it in my head, but Nicki's craftmanship...I cannot describe how lucky I feel right now, to have someone so in tune with my worries about how it will look, my insecurities about my body, my nervousness that it will be done on time, and my hopes for a perfect fit. She's been wonderful about those things and very, very understanding, not to mention agreeable when it comes to any changes. That's something I couldn't get from just anyone, and for that, I am grateful. Everything is coming along so well.

I was laced into the corset today, which fit wonderfully. A huge length of wide, ivory satin ribbon cinched in back at my waist, winding it's way through the grommets and down my spine, tying into an oversized, soft bow, reminiscent of those Victorian bustles that have always fascinated me. Oh, and the sleeves... those beautiful, cascading layers of creamy, sheer, silk georgette were slipped over and up my arms and they were divine. Silky, gathered gauntlets that began at my bust beneath my arms and down the length of each one until they covered the tops of my hands where my fingers begin, leaving just enough room to allow my engagement ring to glitter.

And we took specific measurements for the beginnings of the veil. A sheer, soft, ivory tulle that floats behind me and cascades about six inches beyond the train of my skirt. Tiny silver and amber rhinestones will capture the light once they are scattered upon it and attached to the netting. My Mom is going to lose her breath at the sight of this ensemble. I just know it.

I'm so pleased.