lepaupau

hey guysss!!! how are you all doing ??
man i feel like shit just thinking about how my life is i allways wanted to be a veterinarian and i never thougth it was gona be hard well for me it is cause i dont have enough money and iv been by my self here in california scence i was 15 i never had that some one there for me well my friends ^__^ that gave me a place to stay cause my cousins and my aunt were fucked up to me wen i came here they would allways talk shit about my hair and my piercings
thats allways been around for me just shit talkers thats one of the resons i want to be a sg no one thinks you are weird or talks shit ^__^ so yeah i wish i had the money to go to a colege im here all alone without my family for 4 years they are in tijuana but they dont know how hard it was for me to survive so little here
i even had to stay at the animal shelter cause i didnt have a home and now i live with my boyfriend
but life is still sucks cause we dont have enough money i wish i had the money to go to colege and a nother job i love working at the pet rescue but i need money so hopefully i get a job

but for that i need to dye my hair and take off my piercing and cover my tattoos that suck
why cant just people be accepted by the way they are??

i just wanted to write that it feels much better now ^__^
i was feeling like shit

oh yeah here are some pictures of rocko hes geting really big ^__^ my baby
thanks all of you for telling me good things about me and my pictures eaven though i dont have a photoset ^__^
love you all
xoxo lepaupau
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well here are some videos of pet rescue i love working there but i only work there saturdays and sundays
so the money is not enough i used to work at universal studios and here but i didnt like universal studios i would be all sick cause i would work non stop at pet rescue and at universal
i really love it there
if you want to see the videos you can click on the pink words ^__^ i think