leonheart

screw this! i'm done! i'm out of here! WHY CAN"T I JUST STOP! Why CAN"T I NOT HURT THE PEOPLE I FUCKING LOVE!? Why can't i just make them happy ... maybe they'll be happier without me...maybe...


...stop thinking like that... you are what she wants... you can make her happy... you neve kno... she ight be happier without you... but don't even think of...
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I need to learn to keep my mouth shut, and my journals clear... and to just keep my thoughts and feelings in my fuckin' head.

why always me?

...it's always my fault... and it's me saying that. ... i'm sorry...

i hate this shit.

well it's something i had to deal with with my ex too... who even tho we barely saw eachother, would go with her friends the few times we could have seen eachother. And haha now, even so early in the relationship it's happening again. what's gunna happen later on? x_x ... she's in T.O. for 3 days and i get to...
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i said it once and i'll say it again. why can't i just be happy with what i have T_T ... i can't always have things the way i want them ... i gotta learn to accet things for what they are ... but sometimes it's not easy with certain ppl wen they're so different, with the way they are, than you're used to >_<...
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fuck you, you stupid bitch. it's all about what you Imply. NOT what you say..

GODDAMIT >_<!

first post i made was deleted cuz kim logged on wen i was making it so wen i clicked post it deleted ...

then second i hit the "x" button by mistake! >_________<

ROAR!

lett's try it again!

so yes i was saying... i really need to learn not to care about certain things.with kim...

like with kaitlyn, i kno that's one of...
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i need to pee ... but i'm too lazy to get up o_O

so i was suppost to go to my mom's house this week ... i didn't cuz i wanted to talk to kim. and since she's not a phone person, the only way i can is online .... and my sister dun always let me use her laptop wen i'm there ... so that sucks ... but now i'm thinking i might go tomorrow anyways ......
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this sucks ass. i kno it's selfish of me ... but i fucking hate that i can't talk to her on the phone! >_< even for like an hour, or 10 frikkin minutes a day. it's annoying. fuck. whatever. screw this shit. i don't care anymore.

bleh i hate having nothing to do... i always get in a downer mood wen i'm absolutely bored ... mostly cuz there's no one online to talk to ... or show interest in talking to me ... and everyone i am talking to isn't really talking to me ... and no one can or wants to talk on the phone ...

ya i'm a phone...
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