leonheart

haven't talked to her since the mall.. no email or no phone calls ... i really think she's avoiding me.

but you kno what? i totally just don't care.

i swore to myself after i got home that day that i would not argue with her ...no matter what ... wen we talked next... and to continue not doing it as long as possible. but...
Read More

as Huy would say ... W.O.T.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh wells 'least i got to see her for an hour and fifteen minutes.... yay.

She didn't seem to talkative towards me tho.. so it as uber fun walking and not talking =D

haha almost broke the glass on the bus shelter on the wy home, tooo hahahahaha ... i kicked it and, eeersh, it cracked at the bottom...
Read More

>_< looks like i was suckered into going today :p haha

so much for my resolve to not go haha

woot

haha i'm on a dragon ball craze again :p

i popped in one of my tapes around near the Majin Buu Saga ... fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuusion!!!!!!!!!!!
^_________^

frikkin hair dye >_< so see... i use the Loreal Color Rays to dye my hair red usually ... and this time i wanted a change ... so i decided to get the purple from the same brand and the red to make a mix on my head :p ... and so i did the purple first tonite ... (didn't fo the red yet) ......
Read More

so fucking pissed off ... what makes it worse is that the guy she's staying at lives like 10 frikkin minutes away from me... yay i get to see her wen they have their shopping to do, then i have to leave.... shows how much she wants to see me *thumbs up* but of corse she promised everyone else in toronto to see them... so...
Read More

What do i do?

well, of corse she's still coming to T.O. for the weekend, and i can still only see her for the few hours on saturday...

do i suck it up, and go see her for those few hours?

or do i not go and see her?

and yea, i kno she won't care wether i do or don't go ... or atleast...
Read More

oh yea ... with the fight we had... everything's fine... we talked for a few hours on the phone and we're okay now <3

so i spend my entire da today and last night thinking of how sorry i am and how i will suck up anything i have to say and be as sweet as i possibly can to her... and do whatever it takes... i go to work after school and talk to kevin and he tells me to do the same right....

so i come home...
Read More

ouch. that hurt.

fuck you Ameer, fuck you to hell! WHy can't you not hurt the people that you say love!? WHY can't you just be happy? WHy can't ou just LET things GO!?. WHY CAN"T YOU JUST NOT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT!!!! you're ruining her by being with her. you're destroying her. STOP IT! IF YOU PLAN ON STAYING WITH HER, THEN DO WHATEVEVER THE FUCK IT...
Read More