leonheart

GODDAMIT >_<!

first post i made was deleted cuz kim logged on wen i was making it so wen i clicked post it deleted ...

then second i hit the "x" button by mistake! >_________<

ROAR!

lett's try it again!

so yes i was saying... i really need to learn not to care about certain things.with kim...

like with kaitlyn, i kno that's one of...
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i need to pee ... but i'm too lazy to get up o_O

so i was suppost to go to my mom's house this week ... i didn't cuz i wanted to talk to kim. and since she's not a phone person, the only way i can is online .... and my sister dun always let me use her laptop wen i'm there ... so that sucks ... but now i'm thinking i might go tomorrow anyways ......
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this sucks ass. i kno it's selfish of me ... but i fucking hate that i can't talk to her on the phone! >_< even for like an hour, or 10 frikkin minutes a day. it's annoying. fuck. whatever. screw this shit. i don't care anymore.

bleh i hate having nothing to do... i always get in a downer mood wen i'm absolutely bored ... mostly cuz there's no one online to talk to ... or show interest in talking to me ... and everyone i am talking to isn't really talking to me ... and no one can or wants to talk on the phone ...

ya i'm a phone...
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1 thing i always hate about spending a few days away from home, is that i don't get to visit the site for those few days :p

stupid college and it's lack of snow days >___<!!!!

so now our christmas holiday's are extended from 1 week to 2 weeks ... but now we loose the 1 week holiday at the end of February ...

stupid apprenticeship course and it's lack of holidays >__<!!!

Even now, happiness seems so far away...

goddamnit why >___< why can't i just let things be? and just be happy with what i have >_< ... and no it has nothing to do with my ex haha she's over and forgotten about :p ... but it has everything to do with now.... i still wish tariq was here.. he was the one person i...
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so i'm seeing her on the 27th... and we're spending the week together until the 30th... i realy can't wait to see her... i'm so unbelievably happy with her...