Yay for blood gushing outta my gash! I'm bitchy as all hell because it came one week early and I wasn't prepared to deal with menstrual cramps and emotional irregularity combined with the hectic nature of this past work week. I've been delegated to line producing for a serires of videos that need to be compiled for this big event in January. 15 hours on Wednesday and at least another 6 hours tomorrow on my day off would make for a hearty pay cheque, but methinks thats not going to happen. I'm still in my probationary period, so I'm trying very hard to convince my boss that hiring me full time would be in his best interest. Fuckin' right. 
I'm so tired, erratic, and down right paranoid lately. Voices of discontent are ringing in my ears. I've been alone for most of the week, and when that happens, the self-deprecating thoughts begin to roar. I have close friends and a loving family, but sometimes I just feel so fucking isolated. I chilled with 5 friends at a pub last night, and the entire time I felt completely disconnected. My mind has spawned a chrysalis which is rapidly closing in on me. Hopefully a good friend's birthday celebration tomorrow night will be one of several neccesary agents to impede this silly metamorphosis.
I miss my gentleman friend, I haven't seen him since last Saturday. I told him today that I've been longing for him all week. If all goes according to schedule, we will meet again Monday.
I need to feel his arms around me.
The bottle of wine is still sealed.
Love and blessings to you all
I'm so tired, erratic, and down right paranoid lately. Voices of discontent are ringing in my ears. I've been alone for most of the week, and when that happens, the self-deprecating thoughts begin to roar. I have close friends and a loving family, but sometimes I just feel so fucking isolated. I chilled with 5 friends at a pub last night, and the entire time I felt completely disconnected. My mind has spawned a chrysalis which is rapidly closing in on me. Hopefully a good friend's birthday celebration tomorrow night will be one of several neccesary agents to impede this silly metamorphosis.
I miss my gentleman friend, I haven't seen him since last Saturday. I told him today that I've been longing for him all week. If all goes according to schedule, we will meet again Monday.
I need to feel his arms around me.
The bottle of wine is still sealed.
Love and blessings to you all
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yay blood yay!! sometimes i really like bleeding, but other times, not so much. hopefully it fueled the work they SHOULD hire you to do!!!
now, how was time with yr gentleman friend? didja open that wine?