leola76

It happened...and I'm still in shock.

We started off at a friend's house party, It was later moved to a nice bar that played shit music on Queen, but everyone drank and danced anyway. I indulged in the alcohol and the subsequent desire to put my arms around him. I'm not quite sure what was said...but I kissed him. When I told our girlfriend about it, she grilled him with her usual brand of brattiness. This time he did not take it well. He raged about her mind-games, the chances she had, her arrogance...We later returned to my friend's house where I spent the remainder of the evening consoling him before we passed out. I remember kissing passionately for a long time before we fell asleep...

We awoke just after 6am and headed back to my place. Everything was a complete haze. He crawled into bed first. When I slipped in beside him it started all over again, but this time it went much further.

He's gone now. I pray to God he won't regret anything, because I told him I didn't expect anything from him. I wonder how he'll respond to me when I see him next week.

I never saw any of this coming. I'm terribly sleep-deprived, I can barely type. I'm still trying to make sense of all this...