leola76

thank you sweetie. i just can't wait for these two weeks to be over. then i will celebrate by drinking my body weight.

How is Korea? It was freezing when I got here, but the weather is getting nice now so that's good. The fact that I have to take the bus to do all my errands really sucks, since it makes everything take much longer when you have to wait around for a bus to get there and then again to get back. I've only gotten a chance to get off the base once so far, and I plan to post some pictures after my next outing. Outside the gate there's a bunch of bars and emroiderers and places to get your Playstation 2 or X Box upgraded, and also a lot of cellular phone stores. Seoul is about an hour away by train and I hope to make that trip pretty soon too. I work 12 hour days on a weird rotating schedule, so it's difficult to find the time to do these sorts of things.

yeah - it sort of took me over too.

you know, miss leola, things are just in a mad state of change for some reason. so many beloveds rae feeling it now. but, today, i just felt like it was all going to be ok - good even. i just felt it.

sending you some of that, sweets.

1-what the fuck? It's shit like that, that makes me embarassed to be a man. Even if he didn;t want to talk to you any more, a call to explain his position and intentions would have been at least, polite/respectful. You ovbiously opened up to him. Even if it wasn't mutual, he could have given enough respect to say so. Not that we've ever met, but i really dont like when people disrespect people i hold in high regard.

2-i still wanna go climbing. lucky you, an right on on your progress. (awkward sentence yes)

3-Don't get me started on that whole job/not being content with your life thing. I just left a llllllllllllllong ass post on someone else's journal about almost the same subject. All i know is if you're unhappy it doesnt matter how much money you're making, it's no good for you mental health, nor your physical well being. This is your whole existance and should be everything you want it to be,

4-There are very few people i can say that about, and right now only 1 is actively still in my life. But even then, the fact that we can say that about anyone is something wonderful

5-awesome

6- gnite you

Hey, baby

Wow, I wish I would've checked in sooner. Hopefully you're groovy (I am, as ever, sending love & prayers(?) your way).

Old friend vs. vanishing dickhead- choices, choices...
Seriously, though- I don't want to misguide or otherwise jinx you, but that sounds like it might be just what the Dr ordered. Remember that love has to come from within. I've heard it said that the supreme couple love completely because they love god more (or something...). Sylvia Browne says our soul mates are on the other side, anyway. Who knows? (not fucking me so I'll stop now )

I can't turn you on to a job now, but when I use my rock band to stage an overthrow of the Western Capitalist Empire, would you like to plan a Zoo-TV -style multimedia assault? <cajoling> It will pay well and benefit the evolution of humanity...

For now, keep on climbing.

love always

PS, it's been spring weather here in New Orleans since the beginning of February.

i wanted to go to that show... but couldn't make it.

Yes, those were some nice photos. How's things?

It's too much to type right now, but remind me to tell you sometime about the guy with the argon-krypton bulb.

Nothin but love...

Well right on!

I dunno why but I thought of you when I saw miss Sicily's set go up.

Now that I see your profile I remember, good stuff

Your friendly neighborhood teddykev

Hey, baby!

I came by to wish you a happy Valentine's Day, but it sounds like I should have come sooner.
:big hug:
It's okay. You're still alive and still loved.
:forehead to forehead:
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
:stroking/ fixing your hair:
You are a strong, vibrant, intelligent, SENSITIVE, TALENTED, and BEAUTIFUL mowan (hee hee- that was a typo, but it looks funny so i left it. enjoy! ).
:tilting your head up- eye to eye now:
You WILL be happy
:my hands on your shoulders:
You are a beloved child of the all encompassing force behind all of creation and existence. The exact same consciousness that set infinite universes spinning chose SPECIFICALLY to make YOU, Ms J, & to make you as completely amazing as you are. And you ARE. God is not Ashton Kutcher. You are not being Punk'd (well, maybe- but s/he wouldn't do it without a hell of a consolation prize, trust me )
:another hug, whispering in your ear:
...and if you're still upset, how 'bout I bring you the jerks balls on a silver platter? Well, think about it anyway...
:you laugh (hopefully :-P):
There it went... *poof* (It did, right?)
Better now?
:chaste kiss on the cheek:
If its any consolation, you KNOW that you're the only woman for me, and there is always love here if you need it, right? Ok.

Now go do your best. Be bold and mighty forces will come to your aid.
-- Goethe (via Cameron Crowe)

"Its get-ting bet-ter all the ti-iiime"
"Better
Better
Bet-ter"
"Get-ting so much bet-ter all the time...."

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!!



P.S.- You've got to know your chicken.
P.P.S.- Steve Jones was on that Jimmy Kimmel / Craig Ferguson / whatever show about a week ago & I forgot to tell you (1k apologies, mistress!). He was a mad bastard (of course). I(f you missed it, I'll give you the skinny.

Cheer up pincess. Its a brand new day.
Well, what are you waiting for?!? Carpe Diem, bitch!!!!

<almost forgot... A Celtic Toast
May those who love us continue to love us.
For those who don't, may God turn their hearts.
If s/he does not turn their hearts, may s/he turn their ankles, so we may know them by their limping.

[Edited on Feb 14, 2005 2:53PM]

if jerks didnt rattle your selfesteem you wouldnt be human, we all get hurt.

ah well I always say if the knife's in your back twist it arround make it murt more then let it bleed out it will feel much better after, I dont know why I say that but its kinda true for me, someone hurts me I make it feel much worse for myself by bringing up the best part of the journey, soon after I tend to become numb to the orginal pain and it all seems to disapear. But hey thats just me and I am typing way too much in your journal,

Good luck

well, glad to hear you are on the mend, at least. and yes, despite the necessity of ending things, the fact that they end can nonetheless but such a dissapointment. people - funner than monkeys. gah.

ok, i just looked up and saw "3. I would not have sex with Paris Hilton.". that is hilarious. i might ... but i have kind of a soft spot for trashy girls.

Thanks it's nice to be back and YOU my pretty are much more

Your friendly neighborhood teddykev

Wow, I'm sorry

I'm getting sent to Korea for a whole year. I like Korean food, so at least there's that...

now, are you talking monthly blood, or are you severly injured?

does it involve romance? weight loss? a degree? a new tattoo?

is it cheating if i want all of these to count as one question?

i need to see that movie - sounds quite good.

and OH YAY MYSTERY GOAL PROGRESS!! i will send you extra energy. good luck!