I'm so bummed =/
today is mine and my boyfriend's anniversary and i'm at school in new york and he's home in san francisco. i hate this. he works and i have school. we don't talk enough for my taste. i just want to see him and celebrate with him. technically we celebrated when i was home for spring break... but this is the official day and i want some kinda recognition. i simple happy anniversary would suffice. i just want to break down and cry. being 3000 miles away is really getting to me. i miss him. i miss being with him, sleeping with him, waking up next to him, not having to worry about when the next time i will see him or talk to him will be. this sucks so much. i'm one of those girls whose in her head all the time and i think too much and make everything all worse but only in my head and i get all worked up and sad. i'm afraid he's going to think that i'm just not worth it anymore.
today is mine and my boyfriend's anniversary and i'm at school in new york and he's home in san francisco. i hate this. he works and i have school. we don't talk enough for my taste. i just want to see him and celebrate with him. technically we celebrated when i was home for spring break... but this is the official day and i want some kinda recognition. i simple happy anniversary would suffice. i just want to break down and cry. being 3000 miles away is really getting to me. i miss him. i miss being with him, sleeping with him, waking up next to him, not having to worry about when the next time i will see him or talk to him will be. this sucks so much. i'm one of those girls whose in her head all the time and i think too much and make everything all worse but only in my head and i get all worked up and sad. i'm afraid he's going to think that i'm just not worth it anymore.