if you know me at all by now, you know i don't like to have a negative entry as my last one, so I'm doing this one. I'm not feeling a lot better, but i can't do anything about it.....
until tomorrow night.......
I'm going to see a friends band, and I'm going to do all I can to find a/some single women. And if I succeed at that, I will then try to get them to like me by reading their palms and just trying to be as much myself as i can without giving away my desperation and current lack of self-confidence (which i am not happy about, as I am a really good guy, and i fucking rock - no I'm not big headed, what do you mean???!).
Then - saturday night.....
a private 18th birthday for a friends sister. Hmmm. What do i do if a girl comes on to me at all? Might happen, you never know.....
but - is 18 too young for me? Not too young for some, ahem, fun i guess....
of course i will let you know if anything good happens. I'm going to do my best...trying without appearing to be trying...a hard trick indeed...but I'm a reasonable actor, so I have a chance of getting away with it.
Because you guys are all so cool, i find myself being dangerously open about myself on here...maybe I'm too open in general. Comes from listening to almost total strangers opening up to me completely.
I think I read this in a surf magazine when i was 13...
"life's a beach
but I can't find my bucket and spade.
I want an ice cream."
Just about says it all really.
Wow, if you have read all my past whinging and this, then you deserve a big fucking medal. made of ganja, wrapped in special white wrapping paper. Unless you don;t smoke, then you deserve a drink, and probably feel like you need one now...
again, sorry for being a whining bitch, and thank you for your support, my friends... if I can ever do anything for you, let me know. unless it's money, because business is slow and I'm broke!
damn, this is a rambly entry, but at least I'm not being a total downer, eh?
'what's wrong with being drunk?'
'ask a glass of water.'
also a question for those who have braved the depths of this entry to get this far...:
would i do well to allow girls to think I am in demand? I know loads of linguistics i can use to make it sound like i have loads of chicks after me without ever actually saying that i do. It just sounds like it unless the phrases are deeply analysed, so i wouldn't be lying...
is it a good idea? please tell me!
think happy thoughts...think happy thoughts...think happy thoughts...
WELL NOW.
you didn't expect that, did you?
hope you FEEL GOOD now....
hidden suggestions are fun...
peace, love and happy stuff to everyone of you...
until tomorrow night.......
I'm going to see a friends band, and I'm going to do all I can to find a/some single women. And if I succeed at that, I will then try to get them to like me by reading their palms and just trying to be as much myself as i can without giving away my desperation and current lack of self-confidence (which i am not happy about, as I am a really good guy, and i fucking rock - no I'm not big headed, what do you mean???!).
Then - saturday night.....
a private 18th birthday for a friends sister. Hmmm. What do i do if a girl comes on to me at all? Might happen, you never know.....
but - is 18 too young for me? Not too young for some, ahem, fun i guess....
of course i will let you know if anything good happens. I'm going to do my best...trying without appearing to be trying...a hard trick indeed...but I'm a reasonable actor, so I have a chance of getting away with it.
Because you guys are all so cool, i find myself being dangerously open about myself on here...maybe I'm too open in general. Comes from listening to almost total strangers opening up to me completely.
I think I read this in a surf magazine when i was 13...
"life's a beach
but I can't find my bucket and spade.
I want an ice cream."
Just about says it all really.
Wow, if you have read all my past whinging and this, then you deserve a big fucking medal. made of ganja, wrapped in special white wrapping paper. Unless you don;t smoke, then you deserve a drink, and probably feel like you need one now...
again, sorry for being a whining bitch, and thank you for your support, my friends... if I can ever do anything for you, let me know. unless it's money, because business is slow and I'm broke!
damn, this is a rambly entry, but at least I'm not being a total downer, eh?
'what's wrong with being drunk?'
'ask a glass of water.'
also a question for those who have braved the depths of this entry to get this far...:
would i do well to allow girls to think I am in demand? I know loads of linguistics i can use to make it sound like i have loads of chicks after me without ever actually saying that i do. It just sounds like it unless the phrases are deeply analysed, so i wouldn't be lying...
is it a good idea? please tell me!
think happy thoughts...think happy thoughts...think happy thoughts...
WELL NOW.
you didn't expect that, did you?
hope you FEEL GOOD now....
hidden suggestions are fun...
peace, love and happy stuff to everyone of you...
Thanks for the invite on the smoke and the lady chase but I didnt have enough cash to get me all he way down there, but rest a shored I will be calling as soon as I get the cash to go surfing its been far to long since I last went and the ocean has been calling now for some time
Dude all I can say is youre never too old to date an 18 year old girl, so if one asks take her up on it
Secondly, I never thought it was a good idea to lie about how many women you have after you, I always found that they can tell when youre making it up no matter how you tell it, I still think if you relaxed and stopped trying so hard to meet your true love, youll have more luck, women can sense when a bloke is trying to hard and thats a big turn off because it makes them think that youre a looser for being alone, I know its hard when youre lonely but desperation reeks worse than fear
Anyways good look with the hunt bro and stay safe