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The gentle touch of twilight moves the evening along, and I missed the whole of daylight by doing. I cooked and clean; did the wash and checked my watch; worked and waited; and then talked of nothing at all. A myriad of missing stretches across my mind, and Im not sure Ill be able to reconcile the living with the doing.

They say things like,...
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I'm listening to Lesbian Soup right now...

I think I have an unhealthy obsession with lesbians. No, wait, let me adjust that. I have an obsession with HOT lesbians. There, that's better.

I was at Kitty Cat Club with Dan yesterday. We ran into an acquaintance of mine, and so I said "hi." He told me he just hung out with two girls I know. I shouldn't have been upset, but I was. They didn't even call...Dan is such a great listener...

Today was hot and humid. The rain came and went, came and went, but it's...
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Woo! Summer session will try and kill me. I've survived May term, and surprisingly, I really loved my Epics in Translation class. The proff was AWESOME, but saddly, a really rough grader. I haven't gotten Bs on my papers since Freshman year high school. Ahh well, I could have worked a little harder I guess.

Speaking of high school--I'm having a carnium party with friends...
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May term is going to kill me, but...I'm oaky with that.

The wind blows the loosely nailed five against the doorframe, and the sound it makes clicks to the time of a tick. I watch the sky lighten, signaling the end of night. The pale morning makes me feel out of place, like a time traveler, like I dont quite belong.

My mind feels shifted, and all my senses are out of rhythm. Im off dreaming...
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She told me things I did not want to hear. She listened to my side and the side Im not so sure of. Im still not sure of. My vision gets fuzzy and clear.

Speaking of pains, virgin to the air; speaking of acts that were never meant to happen; speaking of loss, which can not be reconciled; speaking of overwhelming degradation; speaking because the...
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I planned on the big bang to happen. I was banking on the side of extraordinary phenomenon. Never did get the courage to set things up, so mismatched and half-assed is what I get.

When asking the air, Will I stunt my ability to move planets? All I get in return is my question mark.

In my memories of memories, I knew of a time...
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Im looking for my right hand.

Ive tried on a few in my quest, and I was sure for a very long time, that the hand I had matched the prints. The hand was so fitting; I ignored how it went cold and drooped. Over time, it rotted away, and I finally had to give it up.

At the same time, I found a few...
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My skin itches with the want for movement. These wordsoh, these wordsmake me hot with anger and need. Dirty beats make me groove, and I can feel the bass vibrate deep inside me. And so, I close my eyes and dance. My hips move in syncopation to the beat. Heat rolls up between my legs, between my breasts, between my lips. Perspiration rolls down my...
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