It's been a while since I updated this so I hope someone reads it.
Why do I obsess over women? I have done it twice so far in the past twelve months. I should just stay single, free and easy. But instead I just work myself up over why somebody doesn't want me and I keep friends of mine standing outside in the cold until 3 in the morning to explain to me why I am alone. I really need help. At the end of the day my friends are the only good thing in my life. They all seem to care about me. I even know which ones care about me the most, Ruthie, Kim, Lisa, Goff, Scott, Harsh and Jacqui. I should concentrate on those being my friends. But it's just so hard when you want one of them so bad it hurts. Especially when you see that person 5 days a week and for 8 hours a day. Sometimes I wish my life could be simple.
The friend that means the most to me I see the least. That seems wrong.
I hate myself so much
Why do I obsess over women? I have done it twice so far in the past twelve months. I should just stay single, free and easy. But instead I just work myself up over why somebody doesn't want me and I keep friends of mine standing outside in the cold until 3 in the morning to explain to me why I am alone. I really need help. At the end of the day my friends are the only good thing in my life. They all seem to care about me. I even know which ones care about me the most, Ruthie, Kim, Lisa, Goff, Scott, Harsh and Jacqui. I should concentrate on those being my friends. But it's just so hard when you want one of them so bad it hurts. Especially when you see that person 5 days a week and for 8 hours a day. Sometimes I wish my life could be simple.
The friend that means the most to me I see the least. That seems wrong.
I hate myself so much
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You should be thankful you never have to see my stupid face! I'm a really bad friend though. I try to be better but fail. Sorry hombre.
Yesterday was a bad day, today is better, so things are looking up.