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So in an effort to cheer myself up I created a new mix CD for meself......

Come Around by Rhett Miller
Wonderwall by Ryan Adams
Say Yes by Elliott Smith
Lovesong by The Cure
Vermilion Pt. 2 by Slipknot
Broken by Seether
Rust by Echo & The Bunnymen
Starcrossed by Ash
Be Mine by R.E.M.
She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
All Of This...
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Just got back from The Croft quiz. Finished 4th. We're not doing too well just lately. It sucks donkey dick!! We've won it 5 times in about 9 weeks. We need to get back on track and be more consistent. Too many silly mistakes tonight cost us dearly. God I take this too seriously...

I can't stand the Jacqui situation anymore. She says she needs...
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I'm fed up of being an emotional person cos all it makes me do is act like me! I wish I could just be a stereotypical bloke.
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OK then, so Jacqui told me that on Wednesday Liz was telling her how I really loved and adored Jacqui and that she should be with me cos I'm a really nice guy and I'd make her a lot happier than she is now. I can't moan at that really cos it's true, bless little Liz for saying that. So I asked Liz tonight if...
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tobie:
join the club sweetie.
i'm sure she will tell you when shes ready to...though its just as likely that she told the other girl just so that she would tell you and you would know how she feels... confused
either way, it sounds positive...i think....
smile
tobie:
*thinks positive thoughts*
hope you're ok.
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She's beautiful...
She makes me so happy...
I love her a lot...
I don't care about anything else when I'm with her...
She likes the fact that I am me...
She still belongs to someone else at this moment...
She says that if I just wait a bit then we will be together...
What if that never happens though?
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tobie:
if it never happens then it wont have been meant to be.
giving some time is reasonable sweetie, but if it goes on for too long then its not a good sign.
i hope it all works out for you.
kiss
kid_twist:
if it happens after you have waited for her, then everything has worked out just fine. if it doesnt work out then you know you'll have given it a damn good try.

stick with it! the pain of it all, is worth it in the end, believe me

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Why am I so interested in someone who has previously cheated on her fiancee? I shouldn't wanna be with someone like that... Yet I really do... AGH!!!!
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piggers:
waaaaaaaaaaaah, dude!!!

Happy Birthday and all that jazz

vegan4life:
No worries, man. You're still way young! smile
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I've had a pretty good eventful week!

Went to Alton Towers on Wednesday with Ruth, Harsh, Hemant, Ed, Tim Case and Prit. Hadn't met half of them before I went but they were all so cool so the day went well. I had a lot of fun all round, I forgot how much I love roller coasters! Air is the Don of Roller Coasters easily!!...
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tobie:
Sweeeeeeeeet Ca roo liiine......
hehehehehehehe
kiss
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I moan about people messing with my head and then I willingly let someone do it and sadly enough kinda enjoy it....

The Cure's new album is fucking fantastic, everyone should buy it now!
piggers:
hello

Yea, I'm still up for the gig. I'm looking forward to it dude. Should be good, even if it is lighter than what I'm into. I'm always open for new taste though
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Bye bye Germany, Germany bye bye!

How good was tonight? Excellent is how good it was! Germany got knocked out of Euro 2004 and my team won the pub quiz! COME ON!!!!!!!!
tobie:
biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
kiss
tobie:
you need a good optician to sort them out...or get some contacts for the drunken nights biggrin
kiss
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Come on England!!

Still recovering from last night. Got a dreadfully painful throat, feel like death warmed up, still got a hangover headache, but it was definitely worth it. I forgot how beautiful football can be in a very tribal way. It brings people together.

Am thinking about saving for a few years and being one of those pretentious people who makes his own film...
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tobie:
my thoughts are with you at this trying time..the 18 month old I mean , not the football
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It's been ages since I've updated this so here goes.

I've been feeling like cack just lately, nowt like hayfever to drag you down. It seems to have eased off a bit the past few days so I'm quite happy about that. Just wish it would go away for good.

I moan and moan about being single and when someone is interested in me I...
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tobie:
that more or less sums up hat happens whenever england play doesnt it?
you end up crying.
biggrin
have fun.
kiss
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It's been nearly a year and I still miss her... I fucking hate relationships, never should have gotten in one in the first place. frown
tobie:
If you didn't miss her, wouldn't it mean that your feelings were not involved to start with?
It took me no time at all to feel nothing about my ex-husband, but thats mainly because I felt very little for him to begin with.
Yet I still have pains in my heart when i think of someone that I only kissed once...wrong time, wrong lives... because my feelings for him were so intense.
Would I erase the passion to get rid of the hurt?
I dont think so.
But ask me when i'm full of pain and i might give you a different answer.
kiss