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leningrad

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Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

Feb 24, 2004
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I'm feeling so adrift. Aspects of my life that keep coming in and out of focus. Things that at one moment seems perfectly clear and at others I can't make out the details to save my life.

From last monday to last night has been the strangest, most mentally taxing, exciting period of time i've experienced in a while. Normally my dramatics come in bursts, days where the world seems to stop making sense, but this time they came and wouldn't stop.

I'm facing every morning with a sort of terrified euphoria and I have no idea where things will be when the sun goes back down. The paradigm shifts hourly.

That was sort of self indulgent. I was vague and there's really not much there to respond to. Theraputic though. I feel like it's better to get some of this out of my head than to let it stay there and confuse me.
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lordpyrate:
If you need to get some of this out of your head, maybe later today I can get an X-Acto knife or a chisel or something and make a hole in your skull so the evil spirits can escape.

Or maybe I can do it so the annoying customers can't get in. They're both valid reasons.
Feb 26, 2004
mistressrory:
I loves my gun !
Feb 26, 2004

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