lemolaura

Well alot has been going on since my last blog so I think it's about time I wrote a new one!

Right now I am really ill it sucks, I hate being ill. Not up to doing anything but lying in bed eating soup and watching tv! Fingers Crossed i'll be better soon!

To start with I have been really depressed because September is the month my mother died in and October is her birthday month, so that has been really geting me down and just me being me doesn't help! I spent some time feeling proper low but I think i'm out of it now, me and the mister seem to have worked things out now so hopefully we'll be ok. I just want to be happy and I know we both want the same things from life so it's worth giving it another go! I know he loves me but I get worried that so many things have happened between us.

I have been spending alot of time with Padam which has been awesome She's so funny and amazing to be around! We have been going out drinking alot and I kick myself for not having taken any pics as we have looked damn hot together haha but it hasn't all been shits and giggles, One Saturday I was trying to stop my mate from fighting and left my bag on some steps. I was so worried that my friend was going to get stabbed that I didn't even think about leaving my bag on it's own, some junkie arse stole it and I wouldn't of even noticed if the barman hadn't told me. He is btw the sweetest and cutest barman in this town! I ran to see if I could find the guy but he had gone, I couldn't stop crying because I had all my makeup in their, my house keys and my ipod which I listurn to all the fucking time! Also the bag has alot of meaning for me because my mother gave it to me and i've had it for years. That night I cried myself to sleep which I don't normaly do! I felt so stupid and pissed off at my mate, also the weekend before that I got spiked. I was really lucky I wasn't on my own as who knows what could of happened to me! I lost alot of memory from that night and i'm glad I have good friends to look after me. Padam Really is a good friend to me, as few days after my bag got stolen she bought me a new ipod. I don't even know what to do to say thank you. I had some bad luck which turned to good luck! A builder found my bag, it had everything in it but my ipod. I felt so lucky to have it back and the man who found it was lovely.

Also I may have a job in the pub near me which would be awesome, the guy said he would give me two shifts next week but I still haven't heard from him. I know it's not much but it'll get me started! Once I have got used to working there he might give me some more hours and then I might be able to get some ink done! I am the very proud owner of these



I can't believe how fast i'm reading them! I love them soo much.

I hope everyone had a happy halloween! What did you all dress up as? I would of dressed up but didn't have any money, next year i'll be dressing up! Here are some pics of the night out anyways





Yeah I spent most of that night either dancing, smoking or at the bar!

I must say I miss my old hair


and I have done another set with Padam i'm just waiting on the pics, as soon as I have them I will put them up!

Love to you all
Lemo x