lemiss

well. im definitely sick. came home early from work today and slept. this sucks so bad. every time i get sick, im convinced im dying. i cried to the dog tonight and he put his cute face in my lap cause he understood. glad i got sick this week instead of next cause im going to see my sis and little nephew. dont wanna get...
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if you lay me down in this mess will I remember your name?
when you come back calling for me like you said you would
do I trust your breath will sustain you in all your long hours?
do I love your weakness enough to see it as my strength
do you come back to me
when everyone else has failed you
I am no...
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i woke up way before i had to, then couldnt get back to sleep. then my mind started wandering...and it wandered back to high school. i think i was called down to the office at least once a month for my "wardrobe". i put that in quotations cause i believe i was targeted by the slob hall monitors. those raggedy bitches wouldnt get off my...
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no

things i want to do soon are as follows:

go hiking in the snow.
have a really good conversation with someone i wouldnt expect it from.
go back to boston(ok, i actually am doing that in a week!!)
eat a really good meal. ( i usually pick at whatevers around)
make a successful meal. (good luck)


its gonna be a long winter.

what?! ive lived in the midwest my whole life, and snow every winter still suprises me. and bums me out. it snowed a few inches lastnight, which means a bunch of things: 1) i have to walk the d-o-g-g in the snow. 2)i have to go out and start my car and let it warm up for 10 min and pray it doesnt get stolen....
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im trying hard not to meet you while i am sleeping...i had crazy nightmares lastnight. one had to do with me running around with my underwear around my ankles. but i wasnt embarrassed that i was pantless. i was embarrassed about the underwear. it had the same feel as the trying-to-run-but-cant-nightmare. it was awful.



i went to the he is legend show the other night....
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feeling sick today. we still went shopping tho and i got 2 shirts. buying things really does kinda make me feel better. sick or not, i AM going to the legend show tomorrow.