lemanstherogue

i feel like i just don't belong... to any place. i'm so out of place. it makes me wanna break down... and its slowly killing me. a very beautiful part of a song has always stuck with me since the day i heard it when i downloaded the pre-release version of the song's album.

"When all that's left is lies
We'll see nothingness and realize.
But does it matter then
When all that's left is lies?"

so i ask myself, why care? i used to think that the whole point of life was to live out your life, experience as much as you can, and make the best of it while having fun. i'm hoping that at this point, you're waiting for a big "but no, thats not the point. the point is..." .... and you're right. there is no point to life. you just live. thats it. there's no real fucking requirement that you have to fulfill. at one point, i thought that the whole point of life was to see how much one can take.. test our limits as humans, but again. no. we know that we can take a lot. we might not necessarily know how much, but we'll always take on more than we can chew. we don't wanna sell ourselves short.

question, why do we feel the need to put others down, just so we can make ourselves feel better? its a pretty bitch thing to do. YET, we all do it. unconsciously, or consciously.

its unfortunate but thats the world for ya. always trying to +1up each other. chaos would be imminent otherwise.


The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.