lemanstherogue

I've been feeling really down tonight. I feel hollow. I went out for a skate session earlier, and it was really nice. It was dark with only the skatepark lights illuminating the concrete. I was the only one there. It would've been the ideal skate session if I had a smile on my face. I landed all my tricks. flawlessly. not a single shake, or wiggle.

Again, I'm reminded that its great to experience things, period. be it alone or with someone. one day tho, it'll all catch up and I'll be heartbroken for not having someone to spend said experiences with. it sure as hell caught up with me tonight. now, I know I'm young. a tender 22 year old. but... I'm ready to settle down. I want someone to call my own for the rest of my life. I'm sick of pouring my heart out, in everything that i do (be it work related or in a relationship). I'm sick of pouring my heart out in relationships that won't last. Its like your house burnin up in a fire. everything you worked for, gone.

So in essence, I'm looking for Ms. Right. I can't wait to meet her. Bless her heart. <3

The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.