you know that weird feeling you've been having the last couple of days/weeks? you know, you cant really put your finger on it, but something is just 'different' lately. Your feeling anxious, apprehensive, is something about to happen? does something need to happen?
I call it ' the present' . The past to me seems normal, since its all i have to base my idea of normal on, And all i have to go on about the future is what the past has already been, normal. But the present is always just so weird, cuz im here, trying to watch it, but i have no perspective to watch it from, its like making eye contact in the mirror.
I have no idea what my life is now, and when now becomes past, itll just be normal, what if it was beautiful? the only way to truly expierence life is to be so distracted you forget your living it.
anybody read slaughterhouse five? death and birth are just the 2 edges of life, why should one be so joyous and the other so lugubrious?
I still havent got my car to run so i sit around my garage waiting for stuff to dry thinking this drivel.
I call it ' the present' . The past to me seems normal, since its all i have to base my idea of normal on, And all i have to go on about the future is what the past has already been, normal. But the present is always just so weird, cuz im here, trying to watch it, but i have no perspective to watch it from, its like making eye contact in the mirror.
I have no idea what my life is now, and when now becomes past, itll just be normal, what if it was beautiful? the only way to truly expierence life is to be so distracted you forget your living it.
anybody read slaughterhouse five? death and birth are just the 2 edges of life, why should one be so joyous and the other so lugubrious?
I still havent got my car to run so i sit around my garage waiting for stuff to dry thinking this drivel.