I have a friend who's intelligent and very competetive, were both social misfits, while im quiet he's usually either nonsensical or flat out offensive around new people,
but when were together we keep each other sharp as hell. I give our relationship while growing up a lot of credit for the person i am today. we would do nothing but spends hours civily arguing about everything and anything. we starting quoting each other from previous arguements when it suited our point. we refused to give any context ever, if i wanted to say something about a particular scene in a movie for instance, I wouldnt say what film or part i was talking about i would just start expressing my opinion and leave it to him to figure out what i was talking about. someone would repond to a statement made months ago and again the other would be left to draw back and get the context himself.
I guess everyone has a close friend like that when they're young, but it still makes me feel weird whenever i have to tell something to someone twice. or when a friend tells me something deeply personal in a golden moment of conversation, and then theyre surpised that i know when i bring it up six months later. ever since i had this friend i just automatically remember every conversation i have, often word for word. then again i probably talk alot less than other people so that makes it a bit easier to remember when i do
anyway's thats all well and good, but the last year or 2 ive taken on a point of view of extreme passivity, a kind of hippieish, relax and love everyone regardless of how they treat you thing. and i started spending less time time with said friend as it was just to exhausting, constantly trying to stump one another and having to always be on guard.
but the last few months he's started relaxing too, he's been hanging out with new people who seem to be pretty hippiesh themselves. Its actually been better hanging out lately cause we know each other really well and now were just relaxing accepting each other. Of course ive slipped alot since the good ol' days, i dont have the cutting wit i used too. but its probably about time i slowed down and let things get kind of sloppy anyway.
He left for Isreal today, he'll be there six weeks and i really hope it doesnt restring him tighter. He spent the first 7 years of his life there and it seems to be his well of cockiness and competition.
Either way he's gonna do his own thing, but i can hope he will continue in his laid backness.
was that the point i was going for the whole time? cuz its not really much... its not even a point really, Id be lucky to call it a statment even, more of a musing, if you will... the whole entry even, just a loosely tied rambling, pretty weak actually.
but you read it.
(or maybe you skipped down here)
(why? are you intemidated by a measley couple of paragraphs?)
(I spit on you and your illetaracy!!!! yeah but i still love you and stuff, (see, that would make more sense had you read the whole thing)(did i misspell illeteracy? that would be pretty embaracing))
but when were together we keep each other sharp as hell. I give our relationship while growing up a lot of credit for the person i am today. we would do nothing but spends hours civily arguing about everything and anything. we starting quoting each other from previous arguements when it suited our point. we refused to give any context ever, if i wanted to say something about a particular scene in a movie for instance, I wouldnt say what film or part i was talking about i would just start expressing my opinion and leave it to him to figure out what i was talking about. someone would repond to a statement made months ago and again the other would be left to draw back and get the context himself.
I guess everyone has a close friend like that when they're young, but it still makes me feel weird whenever i have to tell something to someone twice. or when a friend tells me something deeply personal in a golden moment of conversation, and then theyre surpised that i know when i bring it up six months later. ever since i had this friend i just automatically remember every conversation i have, often word for word. then again i probably talk alot less than other people so that makes it a bit easier to remember when i do
anyway's thats all well and good, but the last year or 2 ive taken on a point of view of extreme passivity, a kind of hippieish, relax and love everyone regardless of how they treat you thing. and i started spending less time time with said friend as it was just to exhausting, constantly trying to stump one another and having to always be on guard.
but the last few months he's started relaxing too, he's been hanging out with new people who seem to be pretty hippiesh themselves. Its actually been better hanging out lately cause we know each other really well and now were just relaxing accepting each other. Of course ive slipped alot since the good ol' days, i dont have the cutting wit i used too. but its probably about time i slowed down and let things get kind of sloppy anyway.
He left for Isreal today, he'll be there six weeks and i really hope it doesnt restring him tighter. He spent the first 7 years of his life there and it seems to be his well of cockiness and competition.
Either way he's gonna do his own thing, but i can hope he will continue in his laid backness.
was that the point i was going for the whole time? cuz its not really much... its not even a point really, Id be lucky to call it a statment even, more of a musing, if you will... the whole entry even, just a loosely tied rambling, pretty weak actually.
but you read it.
(or maybe you skipped down here)
(why? are you intemidated by a measley couple of paragraphs?)
(I spit on you and your illetaracy!!!! yeah but i still love you and stuff, (see, that would make more sense had you read the whole thing)(did i misspell illeteracy? that would be pretty embaracing))