today i didnt think i had to work, then i did, then i got off early, im not sure if i was supposed to be happy or disgruntled, i decided to throw the ole happy switch, i watched firworks first from the top of a building then went went with a few friends to light mortars in a cul de sac.
when i got home at midnight or so my dad was gone and my mom sulking in the bedroom, there was screaming in the morning too,
My parents used to get along so much better when my dad worked 70-80 hours a week, from when i was born till i was about 13 or so the only time i saw him was when he'd come home from work around 10, he'd talk to my mom alone for a few minutes then individually come into my and my brothers room to beat the crap out of us for whatever reason's she'd told him to, then go to bed until he had to wake up at 4 am and leave again.
no he's calmed down and became this conservative business owner with a motorcycle for the weekends. im not sure which version i hate more. im not gonna go into what my mom's like, ill just say that out of the two of them i actually like my dad better, I can usually understand what is compelling him to be a bastard, my mom just baffles me with her misery.
Its pathetic i still live with this shit. i could get my own place soon but that would mean i have to keep moonlighting indefinetly.
it may be worth it though.
eh, whatever, im over it already.
i saw 28 days later, it was a fun expeirence. I wish i could forget the whole movie and go see it again.
Tommarrow i must make color, COLOR!
wheres the sleep switch?
when i got home at midnight or so my dad was gone and my mom sulking in the bedroom, there was screaming in the morning too,
My parents used to get along so much better when my dad worked 70-80 hours a week, from when i was born till i was about 13 or so the only time i saw him was when he'd come home from work around 10, he'd talk to my mom alone for a few minutes then individually come into my and my brothers room to beat the crap out of us for whatever reason's she'd told him to, then go to bed until he had to wake up at 4 am and leave again.
no he's calmed down and became this conservative business owner with a motorcycle for the weekends. im not sure which version i hate more. im not gonna go into what my mom's like, ill just say that out of the two of them i actually like my dad better, I can usually understand what is compelling him to be a bastard, my mom just baffles me with her misery.
Its pathetic i still live with this shit. i could get my own place soon but that would mean i have to keep moonlighting indefinetly.
it may be worth it though.
eh, whatever, im over it already.
i saw 28 days later, it was a fun expeirence. I wish i could forget the whole movie and go see it again.
Tommarrow i must make color, COLOR!
wheres the sleep switch?