lelaina

everbody has bad days

but i think there's a difference between for eg. getting told off at work or missing your bus.....and wanting to break everything in sight, tear apart your skin and scream bloody murder, for no aparent reason.

it happens. not often, but its there. i guess it always will be. i find it hard to understand, so how do i expect others?? some shy from me, guess not knowing what to say. thing is, i cant reach them either. like watching someone slowly drown, you cant hear them nor see them properly.

i just want to sleep....

its the headache

but todays a little brighter than yesterday.

baby steps

its frustrating. i get so tired of feeling frustrated. the love slipping in and out. the confusion. every day is different from where i sit. wouldnt know what its like to wake up and feel the same way each day. would i be bored or balanced??

such a headache

no work today

at least im walking forward. so tomorrow can only be brighter still.