lelaina

i have been so happy up until this week. i should be happy. i just got myself a job that begins on monday. but instead im full of nerves i had moved on so well with my life after the boy, now he's on my mind, he's in my head with all his empty promises. i dont know why i let him back in, even if it was just for a second. its left me here, like before, as though someone is twisting my gut. i think i need to severe the tie again. i wish i was brave enough to let things go......