+ my baby graduated from kindergarten today! i can't believe i am the mother of such a gigantic big kid. he's even kinda wee little like me, but still - man how time flies! feels just like yesterday that i was sobbing big huge heaving tears while slowly walking out of his elementary school, not caring that people were looking because that was my BABY in there!
+ only 2 more days of work! we had a little staff lunch today and i got presents! since i'm leaving the school the staff hooked me up with an awesome card telling me how rad i am and how much they're gonna miss working with me. then we all got BFCHS STAFF sweatshirts and went out in the courtyard and took a group photo. it was so sweet and group minded and i live for that stuff.
+ i see my boyfriend tonight! first time in a while that i've had a boyfriend, and it doesn't even totally wig me out. he initiated "the talk" and i played it cool all "sure that'd be a good idea" when really i was girl screaming inside. he makes me way happy and i'm so stoked that he's in my life. my friends and coworkers keep asking "wow where did you find him??" because when i describe him they are of course in awe (i mean he's so rad), and i have to be vague because it would sound weird to tell them "well.. my ex fiance bought me a membership to a porno site and then we broke up and when i was in the stage of breaking up where you want to meet new people and have fun i met these 2 people from the porno site who were friends with him but when i first hit on him he was so drunk he didn't even know my name so i got discouraged but then through more porno friendship building and a couple tattoos and finding him on facebook, i got some more initiative to hit on him and so i did and then he asked me out and then we went out and OMG we clicked and yea now we're boyfriend/girlfriend CAN YOU BELIEVE IT." hahaha.
+ i'm getting the keys to my new place tomorrow!!
- i have to move all my ridiculously heavy belongings into that new place
+ nata who is the best girl ever, has offered to help! my ex got custody of all my old guy friends and the only recent dudes who aren't affiliated with him that i could call, were all would-be lovers and thats just weird. thank god for good girlfriends!
+ going camping this weekend!
+ getting new furniture delivered on tuesday after that, and should be all ready to sleep there that night!
i'm so liking where my life is going.
+ only 2 more days of work! we had a little staff lunch today and i got presents! since i'm leaving the school the staff hooked me up with an awesome card telling me how rad i am and how much they're gonna miss working with me. then we all got BFCHS STAFF sweatshirts and went out in the courtyard and took a group photo. it was so sweet and group minded and i live for that stuff.
+ i see my boyfriend tonight! first time in a while that i've had a boyfriend, and it doesn't even totally wig me out. he initiated "the talk" and i played it cool all "sure that'd be a good idea" when really i was girl screaming inside. he makes me way happy and i'm so stoked that he's in my life. my friends and coworkers keep asking "wow where did you find him??" because when i describe him they are of course in awe (i mean he's so rad), and i have to be vague because it would sound weird to tell them "well.. my ex fiance bought me a membership to a porno site and then we broke up and when i was in the stage of breaking up where you want to meet new people and have fun i met these 2 people from the porno site who were friends with him but when i first hit on him he was so drunk he didn't even know my name so i got discouraged but then through more porno friendship building and a couple tattoos and finding him on facebook, i got some more initiative to hit on him and so i did and then he asked me out and then we went out and OMG we clicked and yea now we're boyfriend/girlfriend CAN YOU BELIEVE IT." hahaha.
+ i'm getting the keys to my new place tomorrow!!
- i have to move all my ridiculously heavy belongings into that new place
+ nata who is the best girl ever, has offered to help! my ex got custody of all my old guy friends and the only recent dudes who aren't affiliated with him that i could call, were all would-be lovers and thats just weird. thank god for good girlfriends!
+ going camping this weekend!
+ getting new furniture delivered on tuesday after that, and should be all ready to sleep there that night!
i'm so liking where my life is going.
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i can't wait to move either... i say it ALL the time, but oh my fuck it's going to be wonderful just because i'll have PEOPLE to communicate with not just a computer! walks around the lake sound much nicer than walks down dirt roads like i'm used to here & i'm ALWAYS up for seeing some hippies... haha!
oh you know, d. will be popping over the first chance he gets! i think i'm going to need to invest in some quality earplugs if you two make a habit of this... haha!
The more I try to avoid thinking "what if".... I just keep thinking about it even more, I guess with time it will get better, but I was always a daddy's girl so is hard even though I wish it wasn't.