today i am hanging out with my boychild. i'm trying to soak in as much of his awesomeness as i can, because after today i won't see him much. tonight i will butt out my last cigarette. allen carr tells me i can do it and i believe him.
monday i will wake up too early and freak out a bit. my parents and child...
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+ my baby graduated from kindergarten today! i can't believe i am the mother of such a gigantic big kid. he's even kinda wee little like me, but still - man how time flies! feels just like yesterday that i was sobbing big huge heaving tears while slowly walking out of his elementary school, not caring that people were looking because that was my BABY...
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tijuana:
oh god, i'm dreading the day lennon goes to kindergarden, cuz i'll totally be the mom bawling... ahhh! congrats to your little boy! g&i laughed our asses off at how you two met!! i don't know what to say when people ask how you two met either!! i want to go camping! i NEED a good camping trip sometime this summer!!
i can't wait to move either... i say it ALL the time, but oh my fuck it's going to be wonderful just because i'll have PEOPLE to communicate with not just a computer! walks around the lake sound much nicer than walks down dirt roads like i'm used to here & i'm ALWAYS up for seeing some hippies... haha!
oh you know, d. will be popping over the first chance he gets! i think i'm going to need to invest in some quality earplugs if you two make a habit of this... haha!
i can't wait to move either... i say it ALL the time, but oh my fuck it's going to be wonderful just because i'll have PEOPLE to communicate with not just a computer! walks around the lake sound much nicer than walks down dirt roads like i'm used to here & i'm ALWAYS up for seeing some hippies... haha!
oh you know, d. will be popping over the first chance he gets! i think i'm going to need to invest in some quality earplugs if you two make a habit of this... haha!
mspurple:
thnx for your words...
The more I try to avoid thinking "what if".... I just keep thinking about it even more, I guess with time it will get better, but I was always a daddy's girl so is hard even though I wish it wasn't.
being happy with your life is the best thing ever... congratulations 
thnx for your words...The more I try to avoid thinking "what if".... I just keep thinking about it even more, I guess with time it will get better, but I was always a daddy's girl so is hard even though I wish it wasn't.
being happy with your life is the best thing ever... congratulations
BB
J.