BRRRRR its cold!!!! so cold it snowed in central london ( not where i live tho 
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today is another homework day, i'm still so behind and still want to quit.... it didnt get better yesterday, my supervisor for my dissertation had a go at me and was so rude... asshole!
I think i've got the winter blues though, im sad like everyday and all of it is because i'm stressed with uni and hate the uni i go to. oh well, 18 weeks to go til im officially finished, i dont care if i fail ne more.
I've been obsessing over foregin langauges again, i use to be really good at german and french, listened to german music all the time and it was kinda a passion of mine to learn loads of languages. That all went horribly wrong during A-levels, resulting in me only getting an AS in german and french ( both D's as well ... lame).
I've decided to take up German, Mandarin (i've never learnt how to write or speak chinese properly.. altho i'm Cantonese, Mandarin is the closest language i can take as a module at Uni) French, Spanish or Italian. Not sure which it really depends which one doesn't get cancelled due to lack of students in the class.
One other thing... ive been listening to mixed race singers. Mainly Justin Nozuka (Japanese and White mixed) and Soler (a band from Hong Kong, they're mixed Italian and Chinese)
Why??? Coz i wish i was mixed race and not fully chinese......
I'm quite ashamed that I'm fully chinese and cant write or speak it very well and they're mixed race and can speak cantonese AND mandarin fluently (and spanish, italian and portugese!!)
Oh well thats it for my ranting today, better get sum lunch and start doing some work.
P.S: Machiko bought me some sea monkeys for my bday, they arrived a week ago and i hatched them on sunday... they're starting to grow!!
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). today is another homework day, i'm still so behind and still want to quit.... it didnt get better yesterday, my supervisor for my dissertation had a go at me and was so rude... asshole!
I think i've got the winter blues though, im sad like everyday and all of it is because i'm stressed with uni and hate the uni i go to. oh well, 18 weeks to go til im officially finished, i dont care if i fail ne more.
I've been obsessing over foregin langauges again, i use to be really good at german and french, listened to german music all the time and it was kinda a passion of mine to learn loads of languages. That all went horribly wrong during A-levels, resulting in me only getting an AS in german and french ( both D's as well ... lame).
I've decided to take up German, Mandarin (i've never learnt how to write or speak chinese properly.. altho i'm Cantonese, Mandarin is the closest language i can take as a module at Uni) French, Spanish or Italian. Not sure which it really depends which one doesn't get cancelled due to lack of students in the class.
One other thing... ive been listening to mixed race singers. Mainly Justin Nozuka (Japanese and White mixed) and Soler (a band from Hong Kong, they're mixed Italian and Chinese)
Why??? Coz i wish i was mixed race and not fully chinese......
I'm quite ashamed that I'm fully chinese and cant write or speak it very well and they're mixed race and can speak cantonese AND mandarin fluently (and spanish, italian and portugese!!)
Oh well thats it for my ranting today, better get sum lunch and start doing some work.
P.S: Machiko bought me some sea monkeys for my bday, they arrived a week ago and i hatched them on sunday... they're starting to grow!!
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wurd.
i literally cannot wait for sunday either, although i was allergic to some pants and now have a rash on my butt, yum! you can potatoshop that, right?
i opened my window to have a cig and the snow was proper layered up on cars....it was brilliant....
it didnt really help on wednesday night....it was proper freezing and i was sooooo cold in my halloween outfit....