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I knew it was going to happen soon. It's the kind of thing that you feel eating away at you at he base of your neck for days, weeks, years, lifetimes. It's just one of those things that happens.

I FINALLY told my dad to shove it. It felt SOOOOO good I feel like I'm high. I'm just riding the adrenaline high not worrying about all the things it affects 'till tomorrow. I should totally go get wasted.

I was over at his house doing some stuff for work (I work for him) when I received an emergency phone call from my mom. I had to drop everything to leave and go attend to the situation.

My father got SO pissed off that I left w/o finishing that he once again threatened what little hold he had left. He pays for my car insurance and I work for him. He threatened that if I were to leave he would take those away. So I left. What a fucking asshole I love how he still treats me like I'm 14 fucking years old. It makes me sick. Who in there right mind has the nerve to do that in an emergency situation. I know it all comes from jealousy. He's always acted particularly rash even for him when it comes to the relationship my mom and I have.

I'm so fucking done with his bullshit its not even funny. I haven't lived with him in years, our relationship was 10x better when I wasn't living in the same town as him. It sucks that things have to be like that in order for our relationship to be decent. I wish he would grow up. The reason why my relationship is that much better with my mom is b/c she doesn't treat me like I'm 14 or like I'm a rug she brushes her feet on as she walks through the door. The funny thing is that I know he loves me he just doesn't know how to express it.

Anyways I'm done. That's the point I'm done dealing with his bullshit. I really don't want to support someone who's that much of an asshole.

I really wish I was here

Grassy Lake
with a gorgeous man driving my new toy and me driving my jeep.

It takes about a day to get there but that's sometimes my favorite part it makes arriving there 100x better. Its one of my most favorite places in the whole world.

I like to get muddy...

dorkface.
And do crazy stuff off rocks..

and glare at people for doing cool stuff that I don't know how to do.

My family rocks

hahahaha

Come get muddy with us?

Love. My. Butt.


ps: SF this weekend. I might be making your phones vibrate.

Piercing help?