Have slept 3 hours out of the last 30, so just a quick update.
AZ is beautiful- I loved it all and in other circumstances I'd probably move there at the first available opportunity.
Things with the wonderful lady didn't work out well. I expected we'd only be friends, but I got tired one afternoon and told her how I feel about her. This
a) made things awkward between us
b) somehow pissed her off
c) pretty much ruined any opportunites of going over to see her again, blahblahblah- in short, I think I fucked up a relationship that never started.
24 hours ago I was sat next to a huge cactus in the sun, feeling optimistic.
Right now, I'm in a dark room with tonnes of snow outside, feeling stupid, unloved and depressed. Hopefully this is just because I need sleep. Will get on with that and let you know how things improve.
AZ is beautiful- I loved it all and in other circumstances I'd probably move there at the first available opportunity.
Things with the wonderful lady didn't work out well. I expected we'd only be friends, but I got tired one afternoon and told her how I feel about her. This
a) made things awkward between us
b) somehow pissed her off
c) pretty much ruined any opportunites of going over to see her again, blahblahblah- in short, I think I fucked up a relationship that never started.
24 hours ago I was sat next to a huge cactus in the sun, feeling optimistic.
Right now, I'm in a dark room with tonnes of snow outside, feeling stupid, unloved and depressed. Hopefully this is just because I need sleep. Will get on with that and let you know how things improve.
Well, just think of it this way...
There is someone much better for you out there. You don't want to be with someone that does not want you back, you know? She will realize one day what she missed out on!
Get some sleep...you'll feel much better!
Don't get depressed over it...it was an experience...you are not unloved...I love ya!
[Edited on Mar 01, 2005 7:04PM]