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i just got finished writing a 5.5 page paper, comparing the heroic codes in Beowulf and The Song of Roland, how each of the codes fails the respective hero, and suggests that "the only good hero is a dead hero". i hope it was good. Im a little worried that its too thrown together, and maybe not elaborate enough, but i believe that its pretty solid. i dunno, i just hope its atleast worth a c, if not a B....

man that sounds boring huh...

i spent the large part of the day before writing the paper contemplating my virginity, and whether or not its worth keeping... whether or not i would give it up if i got the opportunity before i got married... oh too many questions... its enough to drive a man insane... i wish it wasnt up to me... things would be so much easier if some horny woman sedates me, and takes advantage of me... that way there would be no problem....

ahh well... hopefully if my band ever gets off the ground ill be swimming in women.. that would be nice...