my motto used to be "lets get drunk, have fun and laid."
Now it is lets have fun get drunk or laid...i have to make a choice now...i can't do both anymore it seems...not all was lost,..in the morning upon being sober all was fine,..i will even say peachy again...but not 12 hours earlier,...go,go,go,go,go,go everything is perfect and as it should be..sex,but not exactly what one would call love making..but .no result, no pay off for me...then fatigue set in (i smoke) ...then a simple fact of the matter...my mind is still on it...but the body just doesn't wanna play ball...I have just had to accept that at being a stunning twenty year old with ten additional years experience my body just doesn't likie, wanna do or can cope with the hijinx i used to get up in years gone by...and by the way i faked it...thank you condoms for having to spare me the 15 minute speech of "it's not you...sometimes this just happens when boys get drunk,...it could be worse, it may have not even -got hard-(knock on wood) ...yes i think your sexxy(thats why i came home with you) no, i don't think your lame in the sack...i think your over thinking it now...it's not like it happened to you...it happened to me,..i am the victim here and your now officially stressing the patient...but in general over the last few years i find that how much i drink has a serious consequence on my libio in general and my ability to orgasm...
p.s. I never keep internal secrets...i always state everything out loud..i kinda believe if i do, and i do so unshamedly that whatever it is i am ranting about never really seems to happen again or bother me...i quess it is what is called letting things go and not letting them eat away at your mind.
Now it is lets have fun get drunk or laid...i have to make a choice now...i can't do both anymore it seems...not all was lost,..in the morning upon being sober all was fine,..i will even say peachy again...but not 12 hours earlier,...go,go,go,go,go,go everything is perfect and as it should be..sex,but not exactly what one would call love making..but .no result, no pay off for me...then fatigue set in (i smoke) ...then a simple fact of the matter...my mind is still on it...but the body just doesn't wanna play ball...I have just had to accept that at being a stunning twenty year old with ten additional years experience my body just doesn't likie, wanna do or can cope with the hijinx i used to get up in years gone by...and by the way i faked it...thank you condoms for having to spare me the 15 minute speech of "it's not you...sometimes this just happens when boys get drunk,...it could be worse, it may have not even -got hard-(knock on wood) ...yes i think your sexxy(thats why i came home with you) no, i don't think your lame in the sack...i think your over thinking it now...it's not like it happened to you...it happened to me,..i am the victim here and your now officially stressing the patient...but in general over the last few years i find that how much i drink has a serious consequence on my libio in general and my ability to orgasm...
p.s. I never keep internal secrets...i always state everything out loud..i kinda believe if i do, and i do so unshamedly that whatever it is i am ranting about never really seems to happen again or bother me...i quess it is what is called letting things go and not letting them eat away at your mind.