I'm so not as optimistic for the future as I usually am. I'm currently broke, having a really hard time making ends meet where all my friends have nice paying jobs and always want to go out and do things. Expensive things. It pisses me off that I have to say no these days. I need more work and at the same time I've only been freelancing in Vegas for 4.5 months and I get more work as the months go by. So I shouldn't really be complaining this much but want to skip ahead another five months where hopefully I'm making more money and my ex asks me back. Which is a whole other issue. I turn to my music and my writing and hope the $40 in my pocket lasts me the next couple weeks.
