Ok, for anyone that wants to read this....I have been single for about 2 years now, my kid's mother and I split up after our in differences after being together for almost 7 years , and I've moved on and meet this amazing woman. She's been single for about a year or so as well and just came out of a long term relationship with her child's father. We care the same interests as well as get along amazingly. Funny thing is after a crazy drunk night together she confronts me about what my interests are. I had this great thing all lined up to tell her but after a ton of Patron, my mind is wondering far. So I tell her what's up, " you are amazing and I love spending time with you (she agrees) and I know you don't want a relationship right now, but I'm here and not going anywhere and will be waiting here until you are ready." A few days go by, and we text back and forth, but something feels different now that she got that out of me. we hung out briefly, four days later, but things on her side are a bit crazy this week. She's very independent and I totally love her for that and it's totally opposite from my previous relationship. It's just I want to be there for her, but I can't be while she gets through this herself. It kinda drives me crazy and don't know what to do. Her and her child have giving me something I haven't felt in 2 years and I have told her. When I'm around her I feel that we have some crazy chemistry but just haven't explored it quiet yet. I'm at a lost for words and kinda up in the air on what to do at the moment and keeps eating at me everyday.
